Jennifer's Cancer Blog
Psychic powers and messages from beyond the grave
Hello everybody,
This is going to be a very long post. It is going to have some very private details of my life. Details that I don’t share with people. I figure this is a good place for me to let everything out, plus maybe help somebody with the information that will follow.
A couple of weeks ago I posted about my husband and his current health conditions. There is no update in regards to that yet but I have had something very interesting happen to me that I just felt the need to share with you.
A girlfriend of mine referred me to a guy that she knows personally that is a psychic medium. I have had a lot of inner turmoil going on in my life and she suggested that he may be able to help me. He does the readings via phone and it’s $45 for 15 minutes.
I fought with myself about doing it because for one, $45 is a lot of money for me right now and for two, I was skeptical of this person. Let me say that I am a frim believer that there are people with the gift of being able to communicate with the spirit world, I just wasn’t sure if this gentleman was one of them.
I scheduled the reading for last Wednesday on my lunch hour at work. Daved (the psychic) gave me a conference phone line to all into with a code. The pupose of this was so the reading could be recorded. I called the number and was put on hold. After about 5 mins the other line rang at my work and it was Daved calling me. The conference line was acting up, so I wouldn’t be able to get a recorded copy of the reading. I was disappointed but after everything was said and done I realized there was a reason why it couldn’t be recorded. It wasn’t meant to be heard by anyone but me.
He started off the reading by telling me that he sees a ruby ring. He said it was a ring that I wore for a short period of time but it makes me sad when I look at it so I put it away. He told me that they were saying that I needed to wear this ring…I will explain everything in detail to everyone after I go through the details of this reading..It’s mind blowing.!
Next he tells me that I recently had an argument with my husband and that I held things back from him that I wanted to say…He said you had an infidelity. Then he goes on about how my mom keeps saying “how many times do you need to hear it”. He also told me that all my fears are emotional fears. That I need to stop questioning my decisions and choices that I make.
Next he went onto my sister. He told me that he kept getting a mirroring image and said “You two weren’t twins were you?” No we weren’t. He said that he kept seeing brown to blonde, brown to blonde. He told me that my sister’s journey was completed while she was here and that the whole purpose of her journey was to have a child for me.
At the end of the reading he told me that I have someone very close to me that suffers from addiction issues, and that I need to let them go.
Now I will interpret everything for you. I will start backwards to forward though. the person who suffers from addiction issues is my husband. We have been having a lot of issues in our marriage and I have been fighting with myself about divorcing him. The only reason I am even hanging on at this point is because of his poor health condition. My conscience tells me that I would be an evil bitch if I was to leave him right now because I am all he has.
My sister passed away 10 years ago. The mirroring image he was seeing is her daughter that I am raising. I was never able to have children. Carly’s hair goes from brown to blonde in the summertime. She is the spitting image of my sister.
I did about a month and a half ago have a huge argument with my husband. I did hold back things that I desperately just wanted to say to him. I did have an infidelity in December. Intercourse wasn’t involved but the contact I had with this man, is the kind of contact you only have while you are in a relationship with someone. this is someone from my past, whom now holds my heart. Being a good man, he has stepped away so I can figure out exactly what I need to do in my life and my marriage. He knows that my husband is sick and that I just couldn’t handle falling in love with him and dealing with the situation I currently have at home. I am in love with him and he has not left my thoughts since we have stopped speaking to each other. I know that he isn’t far and that if the time came that I really needed him, he would be there for me. I know this in my heart. I held back telling my husband, I wanted to but didn’t out of fear. He suffers from severe bipolar disorder and can be what I would call a loose cannon.
Over the 21 years of our relationship, anyone who has gotten to know me has asked me why I stay with him or has out right told me I should leave him..Hence my mom coming through saying “how many times do you need to hear it??’ When Daved said those words to me, I could actually visualize her grabbing me by my shoulders and saying that to me.
The ruby ring was a ring that I had bought for my mom for Mother’s Day a couple of years before she died. When she passed away she had the ring on and the hospital gave it to me in a plastic baggie. I kept the ring and wore it on a chain around my neck for awhile but then I put it away in a lock box. The message of I should wear th ering was probably the most important out of everything. This I didn’t realize until I went home that day.
When I got home my husband was acting strange. I had called him from work after the reading because I was extremely emotional. I relayed everything that was said to him on the phone. When I got home I kept asking what was wrong. I could tell something was bothering him. After about 5 minutes of insisting that he tells me what the problem was, he began to cry. He said he didn’t know how to say it to me. He sold my mom’s ruby ring last year for methadone. this is why she insisted that I wear the ring. My mom knew well enough that by having the psychic tell me that, that I would go home and find out that the ring was gone.
The information that I received that day was so indepth and accurate, I still have had a hard time comprehending it all. The reason the phone line wasn’t working and it couldn’t be recorded was because the psychic was going to bring up my infedelity. If it would have been recorded, my husband would have wanted to hear it.
I have to say that I cannot explain the overwhelming sense of peace that I have gotten from this reading. I have carried a lot of pain in my heart for my mom and sister in my heart. The fact that they were no longer here for me was devastating at times. This reading confirmed for me that they are still here and are very aware of what is taking place in my life. this has brought me an amazing amount of comfort..Sometimes we need to just do whatever it is that we need to heal our souls when we have suffered a great loss. My soul is healed now, the pain is gone, and I can finally move on with whatever this life has in store for me.
I hope you are all doing well in your journeys. Just remember, everything has a meaning and purpose, and always happens for a reason.. Much love and peace to all of you!
Helen,
I can’t even explain it. My mom was always my rock. The one person that I could always turn too for advice, comfort, decision making. Since she has been gone I have really struggled with my decisions. Making a break from my husband…ect. This just confirmed for me that she is still watching over me and quite frankly seeing things that are going on that I wasn’t even aware of. Almost like she still has my back. I’ve carried a lot of sorrow and pain in my heart for my mom and sister. Within two years I lost my family with the exception of my dad. It has been very hard for me since then because my support structure was gone. I don’t need to feel like that anymore. There were even specific things brought up about my niece during the reading that I didn’t include in my post. That also brought me great comfort in knowing that they see her, and the person she is becoming. I was always sad because she was very young when we lost both of them. The thought of them not being able to enjoy her like I do really bothered me. I know now though that they do. I always have had a strong faith in God, but sometimes life becomes so hard and you go through so many obstacles that you really begin to question things. I will never again question my faith, the fact that there is a heaven, or if I will be reunited with the people that meant so much to me in this life. Take care Helen, xoxo

Dear Jennifer…I don’t know how to explain what happened to you. I remember my mother saying that in her family there was a dream…someone came out of a house and walked around it pouring out a bucket of blood..and the next day there would be news of a death. How?
But you have lived this. And I am so glad that you are at peace.
XOXO